Tainted love

It’s saddening to see that without any cause a friend can just leave you. You see them around and occasionally say hi but it’s not like before. It’s not like you’re friends anymore.

My mum knows how to ruin everything. She has ruined my happiness as she won’t accept my new friends and looks at me like I’m a piece of shit :(

I love having a good mate that will come around and do the weirdest shit with you :D

Matt came over just to make a cocktail we saw on tv like ten minutes ago c:

I got called a slut today by my twelve year old brother… because I told him I was getting a tattoo and apparently I only ever have guys over lol

Friends > Counselors

I have been through many counselors but I just cant open up to them.

I get more out of talking meaningfully with friends then I do with counselors and yet I’m still sent off to new ones…

What really annoys me.When I take time out of what I want to do to please others and make them happy but god if I ask for the smallest favour, like walk with me to see a teacher, what I do for them is now an impossible task for them to please me, its like a one way friendship. All I want is friendship in return.

If they ask me to do something and i look hesitant or say no, they puppy dog eye me, bribe me, beg or shun me so it seems like they hate me. Grow up. Just because maybe for once i have other things to do or I’m in the middle of a conversation does not mean i hate you. Why don’t you step into my shoes and you’ll understand that i don’t complain or beg. If i ask and get rejected i happily walk off and do what i need to do.

And just because i’m different from other people and hate certain things doesn’t mean you have to make fun of me or abuse me with the things i hate. its not funny. do you really think i’m going to laugh and be nice to you if you throw things at me or make jokes about me… get a life and grow up.

awesome day, got free food all day, did no work and then had a ciuple of friends over and we let fireworks off and mucked about c:

I’ve pulled myself away from all my friends, my best friends, people I know. I don’t know who I’m tight with anymore come to think of it, who am I supposed to go to now? I feel alone and confused, I never thought about it before but now I’ve realised, I’m not close enough to anyone to ask for help :/

took a small overdose of pills today, my friend watched as i did, well she obviously doesnt care… Im sick of being alone and unwanted… No-one needs me, they’re always asking for others, if ive seen them or talked to them. Not once do i get a, “how was your day?” or “how are you going?”. It hurts to know im not wanted in my group of friends, im just someone thats there for everyone else when they need someone…

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I don’t get it… I almost died last weekend from a party, my parents are quite pissed at me and yet my friends are still asking when I’m holding a house party…

awesome support even though we lost :(

i thought when you said forever, you meant it… obviously not.

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