It’s saddening to see that without any cause a friend can just leave you. You see them around and occasionally say hi but it’s not like before. It’s not like you’re friends anymore.
Matt came over just to make a cocktail we saw on tv like ten minutes ago c:
I got called a slut today by my twelve year old brother… because I told him I was getting a tattoo and apparently I only ever have guys over lol
I have been through many counselors but I just cant open up to them.
I get more out of talking meaningfully with friends then I do with counselors and yet I’m still sent off to new ones…
What really annoys me.When I take time out of what I want to do to please others and make them happy but god if I ask for the smallest favour, like walk with me to see a teacher, what I do for them is now an impossible task for them to please me, its like a one way friendship. All I want is friendship in return.
If they ask me to do something and i look hesitant or say no, they puppy dog eye me, bribe me, beg or shun me so it seems like they hate me. Grow up. Just because maybe for once i have other things to do or I’m in the middle of a conversation does not mean i hate you. Why don’t you step into my shoes and you’ll understand that i don’t complain or beg. If i ask and get rejected i happily walk off and do what i need to do.
And just because i’m different from other people and hate certain things doesn’t mean you have to make fun of me or abuse me with the things i hate. its not funny. do you really think i’m going to laugh and be nice to you if you throw things at me or make jokes about me… get a life and grow up.
I’ve pulled myself away from all my friends, my best friends, people I know. I don’t know who I’m tight with anymore come to think of it, who am I supposed to go to now? I feel alone and confused, I never thought about it before but now I’ve realised, I’m not close enough to anyone to ask for help :/